WHAT THE FUCK?

Its been ages i worked in management fields until present,for sure i gt my experiences in this fields but It was really sucks that i had a meeting with my boss just now.....and i just realized that some of the un-educated people who work in sales dept in my company being a backstabber and fooling around me in front of my boss...The most saddest cased was something that i've never done was pointed and blamed,ended up i have no chance to explain why and its seem like my boss are being paranoid and i just walked away.Im tired and sicked for that.Meanwhile,it do really hurts me and i'd lost my confidence to tranforms the company to a systematic company.My god,i don't even know where,when and what am i supposed to transform the company since there is lots of changes and tonnes of rubbish to be cleaned and what am i supposed to be?The most funniest part was even i get everything done also get complaint and ii have never do the things also get complains....Feel it's meaningless and pointless to work so.im died due to some some cruel words that been given...I've enough of all this kind of rubbishes and its wasted my time.I hated to work with part of the un-educated people because it's so hard for me to cooperate and communicate to them eventho i've worked in the company for a year.I hated all the plan was on going but stopped in the middle way which one of the things that has been wasted my time so much.I hated people are having 2faces so called as 2headed snake.I hated being betrayed..i hated and lots more.Let's watch it out how it will be and how you will be.Fucked you up.

It's NOT Mine....It's NOT Mind

After having a self-questioning during my bed time,i was realize that why am i always keep blamings others that caused problems to me?maybe im over react-ing for all the issues and my brain got stucked.Well,everyone are bounced to make mistake,nothing is perfect.I would have change and be more humble,friendly to all.At the end,i would wish the staff who had or are going to leave the company could have success in their new career....GOOD LUCK TO ALL....GONNA TO MISS YOU ALL.....

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It's Mine....It's Mind

Well,i've read back all my previous post and realized that what i've is all about my works,and today im going to write the same things to express my feeling for the moment.I would say fuck,my life is'nt that bad or sucks but it's a little pity.Because i've to plan out and start over all the things again.Everything was going fined all long while but then there was some incident happened and i was forced to make a move.Im panic enough and frustrated as well to fired my staff.Imagine how tough is it for me to do so,though i still carry on and pretend like nothing .After all,a nightmare came over to me again when my boss told me something,i was shocked and not even get myself ready even though it was estimated will happen soon.When the times for me to make a changed for my company in this tough 6months times,i was fall down again and it's even make me feel sad then previous.Im full of strength and confidence to do so but then someone gonna resign from my company and then i need to hire another new one what a sad cased when i 've full plan for the staff.One after another one causing damn fucking headache problems for me.Could anyone please tell me that when all this kind of staff problems will be end?At the end i believed that god will blessed me and want me to gain more experience in this field.