WHAT THE FUCK?

Its been ages i worked in management fields until present,for sure i gt my experiences in this fields but It was really sucks that i had a meeting with my boss just now.....and i just realized that some of the un-educated people who work in sales dept in my company being a backstabber and fooling around me in front of my boss...The most saddest cased was something that i've never done was pointed and blamed,ended up i have no chance to explain why and its seem like my boss are being paranoid and i just walked away.Im tired and sicked for that.Meanwhile,it do really hurts me and i'd lost my confidence to tranforms the company to a systematic company.My god,i don't even know where,when and what am i supposed to transform the company since there is lots of changes and tonnes of rubbish to be cleaned and what am i supposed to be?The most funniest part was even i get everything done also get complaint and ii have never do the things also get complains....Feel it's meaningless and pointless to work so.im died due to some some cruel words that been given...I've enough of all this kind of rubbishes and its wasted my time.I hated to work with part of the un-educated people because it's so hard for me to cooperate and communicate to them eventho i've worked in the company for a year.I hated all the plan was on going but stopped in the middle way which one of the things that has been wasted my time so much.I hated people are having 2faces so called as 2headed snake.I hated being betrayed..i hated and lots more.Let's watch it out how it will be and how you will be.Fucked you up.

It's NOT Mine....It's NOT Mind

After having a self-questioning during my bed time,i was realize that why am i always keep blamings others that caused problems to me?maybe im over react-ing for all the issues and my brain got stucked.Well,everyone are bounced to make mistake,nothing is perfect.I would have change and be more humble,friendly to all.At the end,i would wish the staff who had or are going to leave the company could have success in their new career....GOOD LUCK TO ALL....GONNA TO MISS YOU ALL.....

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It's Mine....It's Mind

Well,i've read back all my previous post and realized that what i've is all about my works,and today im going to write the same things to express my feeling for the moment.I would say fuck,my life is'nt that bad or sucks but it's a little pity.Because i've to plan out and start over all the things again.Everything was going fined all long while but then there was some incident happened and i was forced to make a move.Im panic enough and frustrated as well to fired my staff.Imagine how tough is it for me to do so,though i still carry on and pretend like nothing .After all,a nightmare came over to me again when my boss told me something,i was shocked and not even get myself ready even though it was estimated will happen soon.When the times for me to make a changed for my company in this tough 6months times,i was fall down again and it's even make me feel sad then previous.Im full of strength and confidence to do so but then someone gonna resign from my company and then i need to hire another new one what a sad cased when i 've full plan for the staff.One after another one causing damn fucking headache problems for me.Could anyone please tell me that when all this kind of staff problems will be end?At the end i believed that god will blessed me and want me to gain more experience in this field.

Work Work Work,where is all the joy and fun?

Hell yeah,i got to admitted i've fall down again and feel the pain.It does'nt matter because once we've fall down,we should have know how to climb up again,otherwise we will not and never get to know more lesson and experiences in our life.Get a lesson from the past and start the new one again in future.There is nothing is impossible,don't hope that the miracle will happen because no matter how also you got to put more effort to get or commit what you wish to have in your life.No one will pity you and lend you the things that you want,the sky won't drop anything to you,if yes it's all just a dream.I got this a advice all from my dear all and especially the camp plkn comandan.End up,i've closed up my eyes and thought every advice that had been given.I've to be thankful to those who given me advice and cheer me up because they all help to clean up all the negative things in my mind.So that,i could have more strengh to push up and start up everything new again.I believed that there's a lots of people having the same situation like mine,don't keep on complaint or just simply make a wish to get a thing that you want because it's all won't help you to get the things that you want unless you really do it.A very nice quote to present-Those people are quiet,they are brilliant,those people are talkiative,they most probably just a yes man.

Stress Up

Awww...you all might hear me said im tired tired tired and tired and there's no others things that i complaint.Because i do really expect for more and be more perfect all the times...its all about work work work work and work...i'll always remind and told myself that im not good enough and have to be more better and even perfect all the times,end up it do really make me feel stress and felt that my pair of hands was tighten up,i do really mind those who always abandon or disagree all my plan because if you would never stat and try to do the things how do you know what will happen at the end?i know how to take up the things and also how to put down the things...im just so call to do all the things which was required and requested,i need a well team workers and also a partner to help me cross over the obstacles...hell yeah,i couldnt have more freedom and space like previous...well,i will try my best to work out with all those but not for perfect...

Its All About

Whoots....a momentous week to go....because from now on i got to hard work and train hard for others....beep bla bla bla bla....i wish i could get the outcome and feedback in a month time,if i failed to do so,i would give up everything because its all cause by human error so its useless to pay more effort on it....i got to say im tired and tired and tired again and again and again....my work is'nt easy like what you guys thought...if you could have a chance to sit on my place then you may know how does it looks like....by the way i hate people judge me for nothing when i've not start anythings yet....if you've never try on it,how do you know what will happen at the end?that's me,if you are willing to help me up then just quietly do you own good and please don't be so calculative because you would help me up.....the more effort i put,the more face i given the more harder i push others to do work,the more times i spend to do all those,the more shit i got....so just let see how and i will improve and improve more to act on you guys and fullfill you guys satisfaction.......its all about yours,so when its all about me?

My Fortune

Presented By Chai Ya Mankalaran Buddhist Temple,Penang


Your Luck at present is not very bad.Anybody aiming to hurt or injure you will be defeated.You should not be anxious in your work.If you are anxious to become more wealthy,you may lose some of you own property.Few are of the person with whonm you are going to make friends with you.Your real lover is at present far away from you.Debtors absconded from you cannot be found.It is rather difficult for you to become rich.You are to suffer with some difficulties for a short time.You will have a baby girl.

Its Black Saturday

Well,im having a lots of work recently due to my new girls just started works in this week and i need to train her up.....im feeling bad and tired to train people for the moment because the last i trained it was successfully and peacefully done but then not even 2months the gurl had alrdy gone and now again i need to do the same things like previous what i did...its bored man and i feel that i couldnt grown up and fly all over the world.....i had to do the same things for times and times....its sucks.....i have enough all those and thought to give up but i cant be so selfish to let the whole team of people dead....i need to upgrade my operating system in office i need to improve more and more....its hard for me to take a breathe even though i want to have a nice holiday but i cant because of all this works load....i need to gain someone confidence,i need to care everyone,i need to take the responsibility for all the things,i need to care and protect our image and reputation,everything i think is for everybody but end up does anyone help me up?cheer me up?nope,even there is lots of obstacle,that only me to cross it over,i dont even need any compliment but i do really need all the teams work....

About Friendship

I just randomly read through few of my friend's blog and at the end i gt to know that its damn hard to get a trusted frenz like them.I just realize that friendship is hard to maintain due to each others attitude,character and etc.So now,i really cherish and be faithful to that's few of my dearest and trusted friend.Be cheers and you guys are to be loved and care about.Its all about caring and loving to each others.Hell ya,i suddenly feel touching and loving for what my friend had been did to me,although i'd betray by those but i dont mind whatever happened in the past and revenge back becasue it is ridiculous and useless to hurt back others.Thanks To Those WHO had been help and care about me.You All Are The Best.Once again,thank you.

A Cross Minded Trip

Well,i'd went for a day trip to Penang with all my beloved friend....We went for a few places and while on the way we got shocked due to my GPS navigator suddenly down and cant function at all.
After all,we'd successfully and reached that few places which is Kek Lok Sei,Snake Temple,Burmese Temple and also the Thai Buddha Temple.Along the way we're bored because there 's nothing interested and attractive but its fun when we climbed up to the Kek Lok Sei because a fat guy who is me keep on telling that im tired and feel like wanna die.hahaha...hell ya its tired man....After that,we went for a seafood dinner at Bkt.Tambun Penang.Overall,our trip is full of fun and joy because whenever and wherever we gone also had a Big Laugh to each other,haha,i feel that im more humour than previous...haha...End up,i felt some other feeling with them..wuaahhahhaaha,will do let u guys know when im in mood then....

Love Is Alike A Business

Love is alike a business,you can choose all kind of business that you like,its all depends on how you choose it.The only differenceof doing business is using money to invest and love is using heart to invest.For the moment if you invest to a wrong one,then nevermind,move further and to another step do not stop at the situation.Because you still own lots of capital,so choose the right one to invest,haha,if the one you chosen can bring more profit for you,you should have invest more,if it dont then you should have take back your capital and invest to the others.hees ;p

02/09/2010

Having a sleepy head for the whole day because i have not sleep well in the past few days...awwww sucks the feeling of having insomnia....it damn really make people suffer like mad...at night being a vampire and day time being a Panda...hahaha...whoots...continue back soon...

1/9/2010

Awwww.......the time passed damn fast.........its now dated on 1st of September 2010,huh?im thinking back all about the past,haha....i just realized that i've not done anything in the past.Another 3month is another new year and from now on i should have start to fight for my future since im getting older and older,aite?sound great but im honestly to say that im strenghless to do all those.hees..how come?because i got stucked alot of things for the moment.......hees ;p

yuccckkkkkssss!!

wow...i feel tat today is a nice day to everybody......yeahhhhh....i gt a suprised from FB while i jz cme back from my lunch time jz nw...haha...i jz on my pc for bout 5min times onli,one of my closest frenz during the secondary schooling time she open my chat box....huh?u knw y im feeling surprise?bcos i think quite sum time i didnt do keep in touch wif her alrdy since she was fell in love wif a guy n till nw i still dont knw who is the lucky guy..hahaha...but juz yet,i feel tat we r like fremdness alrdy...ntg to chat at all...jz ask hw r u this tat...wow...from last time we owes text each other till nw few month aso dun even hav a message or any news from each other..haisshhhh...hahaha...tats y i owes say friendship sure gt come n go..so tat i feel bad cos a closest frenz seem like unfamilar wif me alrdy...OMG...well...im stopping smoking alrdy....wow...hyper emo nw..damn dun knw wat to say at all...addicted alrdy nw wnt to quit need sum time..arghhhhh...suffering lar guys...gonna to kill sumbody else...huhu..hahaha..

hi,dear all..im back to my blog again...

hi dear all...hehe..i think i'd stop blogging for quite sum time alrdy..hehe..if im nt mistaken i think gt 3 or 4 months alrdy..hehe...well..im back eventually...ahemm..a looottttt of thing happen within the few months time ago..haisshhhh...my love was crash,my saving all gone,lost my friendship cause a small matter,met accident,haissshhhh...a lot of thing still...but no matter wat happen aso i still alive n so lucky tat i gt a lot of sweet memories still in my life...hehe..especially all the thing i'd met while i was in NS..hehe..i'd met a lot of new frenz in the camp..hehe..fatt,marc,KC,choon,fatty chicken,daniel,fish,vivian,vicky,chew yi(dun knw wat wrong wif her n me cos i'd contact her but she doesnt wnt to CHOI me),Eling,olivia janessa(met her in facebook),rose,n a lot still..ahahaha..i alomost 4gt the rest..huhu..well..the most closest buddies is fatt,marc,daniel,kc..hehe..all of us r fking good smoker..well...social smoker onli lar(dun thnk we r bad guy pls)...hehe...i'd learn a lot of thing in the camp bout life,human character n etc..hehe..n i gt a lot of secret still but i dun dare to write in my post here cos scare other people knw all of our secret..haha..well..if u wnt to knw thn cme n ask me lor..hehe..in the moment nw,the most i do keep in touch is marc,olivia,vivian.vicky n fatt..the rest nt really wnt to contact them...(dun knw y)b4the day they passsing out,i'd went back to the camp n visit they all...walao weh..i damn fking well known cos everybody aso stick at me n pull me here there jz for chit chat..wtf lar till i gt no time to chat will the rest of my best frenz meh...haissshhhh...aheemmm...another sad thing was happen to me while the 4th day im in the camp..it was?haisshh..i gt a crash of my love meh...damn fking emo at tat time...cos i cnt do anythign to recover back my love cos im in the prison meh...(dun ask me y i crash it)...haissshhh..damn hurt meh...but after the day i quit from the camp,i went for a party wif all my buddies n hang out hehe...geng leh...my ex she was joined us as well..hehe..but unfortuntely there was sumthing happen between me n my ex,at 1st she was trying to cme to me but i keep avoiding to do any body touch wif her...after a while she started being emo again..arghh n did a lot of nonsene to me n try to argue to me but i try to tolerate n take calm as well..aiiiii..at the end i'd make a damn fking big mistake meh,at the end we're kissing in behind of the club..wtf la...really ntg to say at all?ahahahaha...this is my ex onli lar nt really is my gf..hehe..scandal wif her nia...hahaha...am i look so bad?actualy im nt but i force to do so...

21 suggestion for success....

21 Suggestions for Success

1. Marry the right person. This one decision will determine 90% of your happiness or misery.

2. Work at something you enjoy and that's worthy of your time and talent.

3. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

4. Become the most positive and enthusiastic person you know.

5. Be forgiving of yourself and others.

6. Be generous.

7. Have a grateful heart.

8. Persistence, persistence, persistence.

9. Discipline yourself to save money on even the most modest salary.

10. Treat everyone you meet like you want to be treated.

11. Commit yourself to constant improvement.

12. Commit yourself to quality.

13. Understand that happiness is not based on possessions, power or prestige, but on relationships with people you love and respect.

14. Be loyal.

15. Be honest.

16. Be a self-starter.

17. Be decisive even if it means you'll sometimes be wrong.

18. Stop blaming others. Take responsibility for every area of your life.

19. Be bold and courageous. When you look back on your life, you'll regret the things you didn't do more than the ones you did.

20. Take good care of those you love.

21. Don't do anything that wouldn't make your Mom proud."

instruction for life.............

- Instructions for Life -
01. Give people more than they expect, and do it cheerfully.
02. Memorize your favorite poem.
03. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have, or sleep all you want.
04. When you say "I love you" - mean it.
05. When you say "I'm sorry" look the person in the eye.
06. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
07. Believe in love at first sight.
08. Never laugh at anyone's dreams.
09. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt, but it's the only way to live life completely.
10. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.

11. Don't judge people by their relatives.
12. Talk slowly but think quickly.
13. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"
14. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
15. Call your mom.
16. Say "Bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.
17. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.
18. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; Responsibility for all your actions.
19. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.
20. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
21. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.
22. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any others.
23. Spend some time alone.
24. Open your arms to change but don't let go of your values.
25. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer.
26. Read more books and watch less TV.
27. Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and think back, you'll get to enjoy it a second time.
28. Trust in God but lock your car.
29. Do all you can to create a tranquil, harmonious home.
30. In disagreements with loved ones, deal with the current situation. Don't bring up the past.
31. Read between the lines.
32. Share your knowledge. It's a way to achieve immortality.
33. Be gentle with the Earth.
34. Pray. There's immeasurable power in it.
35. Never interrupt when you are being flattered.
36. Mind your own business.
37. Don't trust a man/woman who doesn't close his/her eyes when you kiss.
38. Once a year, go someplace you've never been before.
39. If you make a lot of money, put it to use helping others while you are living. That is wealth's greatest satisfaction.
40. Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a stroke of luck.
41. Learn the rules, then break some.
42. Remember that the best relationship is one where your love for each other is greater than your need for each other.
43. Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it.
44. Remember that your character is your destiny.
45. Approach love and cooking with reckless abandon.

the 16rules i try to live by

1. Get and stay out of your comfort zone.

I believe that not much happens of any significance when we’re in our comfort zone. I hear people say, “But I’m concerned about security.” My response to that is simple: “Security is for cadavers.”

2. Never give up.

Almost nothing works the first time it’s attempted. Just because what you’re doing does not seem to be working, doesn’t mean it won’t work. It just means that it might not work the way you’re doing it. If it was easy, everyone would be doing it, and you wouldn’t have an opportunity.

3. When you’re ready to quit, you’re closer than you think.

There’s an old Chinese saying that I just love, and I believe it is so true. It goes like this: “The temptation to quit will be greatest just before you are about to succeed.”

4. With regard to whatever worries you, not only accept the worst thing that could happen, but make it a point to quantify what the worst thing could be.

Very seldom will the worst consequence be anywhere near as bad as a cloud of “undefined consequences.”

5. Focus on what you want to have happen.

Remember that old saying, “As you think, so shall you be.”

6. Take things a day at a time.

No matter how difficult your situation is, you can get through it if you don’t look too far into the future, and focus on the present moment. You can get through anything one day at a time.

7. Always be moving forward.

Never stop investing. Never stop improving. Never stop doing something new. The moment you stop improving your organization, it starts to die. Make it your goal to be better each and every day, in some small way. Remember the Japanese concept of Kaizen. Small daily improvements eventually result in huge advantages.

8. Be quick to decide.

Remember what the Union Civil War general, Tecumseh Sherman said: “A good plan violently executed today is far and away better than a perfect plan tomorrow.”

9. Measure everything of significance.

I swear this is true. Anything that is measured and watched, improves.

10. Anything that is not managed will deteriorate.

If you want to uncover problems you don’t know about, take a few moments and look closely at the areas you haven’t examined for a while. I guarantee you problems will be there.

11. Pay attention to your competitors, but pay more attention to what you’re doing.

When you look at your competitors, remember that everything looks perfect at a distance. Even the planet Earth, if you get far enough into space, looks like a peaceful place.

12. Never let anybody push you around.

In our society, with our laws and even playing field, you have just as much right to what you’re doing as anyone else, provided that what you’re doing is legal.

13. Never expect life to be fair.

Life isn’t fair. You make your own breaks. You’ll be doing good if the only meaning fair has to you, is something that you pay when you get on a bus (i.e., fare).

14. Solve your own problems.

You’ll find that by coming up with your own solutions, you’ll develop a competitive edge. Masura Ibuka, the co-founder of SONY, said it best: “You never succeed in technology, business, or anything by following the others.” There’s also an old Asian saying that I remind myself of frequently. It goes like this: “A wise man keeps his own counsel.”

15. Don’t take yourself too seriously.

Lighten up. Often, at least half of what we accomplish is due to luck. None of us are in control as much as we like to think we are.

16. There’s always a reason to smile. Find it.

After all, you’re really lucky just to be alive. Life is short. More and more, I agree with my little brother. He always reminds me: “We’re not here for a long time; we’re here for a good time.”

To believe is to know that every day is a new beginning.It is to trust that miracles happen,and dreams really do come true.To believe is to see angels dancing among the clouds,To know the wonder of a stardust sky and the wisdom of the man in the moon.To believe is to know the value of a nurturing heart,The innocence of a child's eyes and the beauty of an aging hand,for it is through their teachings we learn to love.To believe is to find the strength and courage that lies within us.When it is time to pick up the pieces and begin again.To believe is to know we are not alone,That life is a gift and this is our time to cherish it.