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wow...i feel tat today is a nice day to everybody......yeahhhhh....i gt a suprised from FB while i jz cme back from my lunch time jz nw...haha...i jz on my pc for bout 5min times onli,one of my closest frenz during the secondary schooling time she open my chat box....huh?u knw y im feeling surprise?bcos i think quite sum time i didnt do keep in touch wif her alrdy since she was fell in love wif a guy n till nw i still dont knw who is the lucky guy..hahaha...but juz yet,i feel tat we r like fremdness alrdy...ntg to chat at all...jz ask hw r u this tat...wow...from last time we owes text each other till nw few month aso dun even hav a message or any news from each other..haisshhhh...hahaha...tats y i owes say friendship sure gt come n go..so tat i feel bad cos a closest frenz seem like unfamilar wif me alrdy...OMG...well...im stopping smoking alrdy....wow...hyper emo nw..damn dun knw wat to say at all...addicted alrdy nw wnt to quit need sum time..arghhhhh...suffering lar guys...gonna to kill sumbody else...huhu..hahaha..

hi,dear all..im back to my blog again...

hi dear all...hehe..i think i'd stop blogging for quite sum time alrdy..hehe..if im nt mistaken i think gt 3 or 4 months alrdy..hehe...well..im back eventually...ahemm..a looottttt of thing happen within the few months time ago..haisshhhh...my love was crash,my saving all gone,lost my friendship cause a small matter,met accident,haissshhhh...a lot of thing still...but no matter wat happen aso i still alive n so lucky tat i gt a lot of sweet memories still in my life...hehe..especially all the thing i'd met while i was in NS..hehe..i'd met a lot of new frenz in the camp..hehe..fatt,marc,KC,choon,fatty chicken,daniel,fish,vivian,vicky,chew yi(dun knw wat wrong wif her n me cos i'd contact her but she doesnt wnt to CHOI me),Eling,olivia janessa(met her in facebook),rose,n a lot still..ahahaha..i alomost 4gt the rest..huhu..well..the most closest buddies is fatt,marc,daniel,kc..hehe..all of us r fking good smoker..well...social smoker onli lar(dun thnk we r bad guy pls)...hehe...i'd learn a lot of thing in the camp bout life,human character n etc..hehe..n i gt a lot of secret still but i dun dare to write in my post here cos scare other people knw all of our secret..haha..well..if u wnt to knw thn cme n ask me lor..hehe..in the moment nw,the most i do keep in touch is marc,olivia,vivian.vicky n fatt..the rest nt really wnt to contact them...(dun knw y)b4the day they passsing out,i'd went back to the camp n visit they all...walao weh..i damn fking well known cos everybody aso stick at me n pull me here there jz for chit chat..wtf lar till i gt no time to chat will the rest of my best frenz meh...haissshhhh...aheemmm...another sad thing was happen to me while the 4th day im in the camp..it was?haisshh..i gt a crash of my love meh...damn fking emo at tat time...cos i cnt do anythign to recover back my love cos im in the prison meh...(dun ask me y i crash it)...haissshhh..damn hurt meh...but after the day i quit from the camp,i went for a party wif all my buddies n hang out hehe...geng leh...my ex she was joined us as well..hehe..but unfortuntely there was sumthing happen between me n my ex,at 1st she was trying to cme to me but i keep avoiding to do any body touch wif her...after a while she started being emo again..arghh n did a lot of nonsene to me n try to argue to me but i try to tolerate n take calm as well..aiiiii..at the end i'd make a damn fking big mistake meh,at the end we're kissing in behind of the club..wtf la...really ntg to say at all?ahahahaha...this is my ex onli lar nt really is my gf..hehe..scandal wif her nia...hahaha...am i look so bad?actualy im nt but i force to do so...

21 suggestion for success....

21 Suggestions for Success

1. Marry the right person. This one decision will determine 90% of your happiness or misery.

2. Work at something you enjoy and that's worthy of your time and talent.

3. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

4. Become the most positive and enthusiastic person you know.

5. Be forgiving of yourself and others.

6. Be generous.

7. Have a grateful heart.

8. Persistence, persistence, persistence.

9. Discipline yourself to save money on even the most modest salary.

10. Treat everyone you meet like you want to be treated.

11. Commit yourself to constant improvement.

12. Commit yourself to quality.

13. Understand that happiness is not based on possessions, power or prestige, but on relationships with people you love and respect.

14. Be loyal.

15. Be honest.

16. Be a self-starter.

17. Be decisive even if it means you'll sometimes be wrong.

18. Stop blaming others. Take responsibility for every area of your life.

19. Be bold and courageous. When you look back on your life, you'll regret the things you didn't do more than the ones you did.

20. Take good care of those you love.

21. Don't do anything that wouldn't make your Mom proud."

instruction for life.............

- Instructions for Life -
01. Give people more than they expect, and do it cheerfully.
02. Memorize your favorite poem.
03. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have, or sleep all you want.
04. When you say "I love you" - mean it.
05. When you say "I'm sorry" look the person in the eye.
06. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
07. Believe in love at first sight.
08. Never laugh at anyone's dreams.
09. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt, but it's the only way to live life completely.
10. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.

11. Don't judge people by their relatives.
12. Talk slowly but think quickly.
13. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"
14. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
15. Call your mom.
16. Say "Bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.
17. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.
18. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; Responsibility for all your actions.
19. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.
20. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
21. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.
22. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any others.
23. Spend some time alone.
24. Open your arms to change but don't let go of your values.
25. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer.
26. Read more books and watch less TV.
27. Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and think back, you'll get to enjoy it a second time.
28. Trust in God but lock your car.
29. Do all you can to create a tranquil, harmonious home.
30. In disagreements with loved ones, deal with the current situation. Don't bring up the past.
31. Read between the lines.
32. Share your knowledge. It's a way to achieve immortality.
33. Be gentle with the Earth.
34. Pray. There's immeasurable power in it.
35. Never interrupt when you are being flattered.
36. Mind your own business.
37. Don't trust a man/woman who doesn't close his/her eyes when you kiss.
38. Once a year, go someplace you've never been before.
39. If you make a lot of money, put it to use helping others while you are living. That is wealth's greatest satisfaction.
40. Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a stroke of luck.
41. Learn the rules, then break some.
42. Remember that the best relationship is one where your love for each other is greater than your need for each other.
43. Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it.
44. Remember that your character is your destiny.
45. Approach love and cooking with reckless abandon.

the 16rules i try to live by

1. Get and stay out of your comfort zone.

I believe that not much happens of any significance when we’re in our comfort zone. I hear people say, “But I’m concerned about security.” My response to that is simple: “Security is for cadavers.”

2. Never give up.

Almost nothing works the first time it’s attempted. Just because what you’re doing does not seem to be working, doesn’t mean it won’t work. It just means that it might not work the way you’re doing it. If it was easy, everyone would be doing it, and you wouldn’t have an opportunity.

3. When you’re ready to quit, you’re closer than you think.

There’s an old Chinese saying that I just love, and I believe it is so true. It goes like this: “The temptation to quit will be greatest just before you are about to succeed.”

4. With regard to whatever worries you, not only accept the worst thing that could happen, but make it a point to quantify what the worst thing could be.

Very seldom will the worst consequence be anywhere near as bad as a cloud of “undefined consequences.”

5. Focus on what you want to have happen.

Remember that old saying, “As you think, so shall you be.”

6. Take things a day at a time.

No matter how difficult your situation is, you can get through it if you don’t look too far into the future, and focus on the present moment. You can get through anything one day at a time.

7. Always be moving forward.

Never stop investing. Never stop improving. Never stop doing something new. The moment you stop improving your organization, it starts to die. Make it your goal to be better each and every day, in some small way. Remember the Japanese concept of Kaizen. Small daily improvements eventually result in huge advantages.

8. Be quick to decide.

Remember what the Union Civil War general, Tecumseh Sherman said: “A good plan violently executed today is far and away better than a perfect plan tomorrow.”

9. Measure everything of significance.

I swear this is true. Anything that is measured and watched, improves.

10. Anything that is not managed will deteriorate.

If you want to uncover problems you don’t know about, take a few moments and look closely at the areas you haven’t examined for a while. I guarantee you problems will be there.

11. Pay attention to your competitors, but pay more attention to what you’re doing.

When you look at your competitors, remember that everything looks perfect at a distance. Even the planet Earth, if you get far enough into space, looks like a peaceful place.

12. Never let anybody push you around.

In our society, with our laws and even playing field, you have just as much right to what you’re doing as anyone else, provided that what you’re doing is legal.

13. Never expect life to be fair.

Life isn’t fair. You make your own breaks. You’ll be doing good if the only meaning fair has to you, is something that you pay when you get on a bus (i.e., fare).

14. Solve your own problems.

You’ll find that by coming up with your own solutions, you’ll develop a competitive edge. Masura Ibuka, the co-founder of SONY, said it best: “You never succeed in technology, business, or anything by following the others.” There’s also an old Asian saying that I remind myself of frequently. It goes like this: “A wise man keeps his own counsel.”

15. Don’t take yourself too seriously.

Lighten up. Often, at least half of what we accomplish is due to luck. None of us are in control as much as we like to think we are.

16. There’s always a reason to smile. Find it.

After all, you’re really lucky just to be alive. Life is short. More and more, I agree with my little brother. He always reminds me: “We’re not here for a long time; we’re here for a good time.”

To believe is to know that every day is a new beginning.It is to trust that miracles happen,and dreams really do come true.To believe is to see angels dancing among the clouds,To know the wonder of a stardust sky and the wisdom of the man in the moon.To believe is to know the value of a nurturing heart,The innocence of a child's eyes and the beauty of an aging hand,for it is through their teachings we learn to love.To believe is to find the strength and courage that lies within us.When it is time to pick up the pieces and begin again.To believe is to know we are not alone,That life is a gift and this is our time to cherish it.

wat is life...???

They say that we are living,But what exactly are we living for?They say that we all have dreams,But WHY do we dream?They say that everyone can find love,But what exactly is LOVE?They say that we feel all these emotions,But how do we know what we are actually feeling?We all have friends,But what exactly are FRIENDS?They speak about trust,But how DO we trust?So many questions, But it all comes down to one..What is this �life� we are living??

LiFe

I sit in the dark
Alone covered in
Blood letting the
Darkness sallow me
The only sound I
Hear is my steady
Breathing inhaling
And exhaling and
The steady beating of
My heart
I hear foot steps in the
Distance and my heart
Rate increase pounding
On chest like a drum
With each thump of
My heart the foot steps
Increase I try to move
My body to see who it is
But my body is in to much
Pain to move
I feel rock arms snake
Around my waist I try
To worm free but my
Body refuse to listen
I feel a pain on my
Neck it feels like a
Snake bit sending it’s
Venom through my
Body
The rocks around my
Waist shift to my back
I am all the sudden
Pushed in to shock
When I feel cold lips
On mine
“It’s over life is over”
It brush its cold lips
On my ear “and you
Still live”
It disappears in the
Darkness living me
Alone again
I see a bright light
I look over thinking
It was heavens light
But is was twilight
My heart beat slowly
Decrease till there is
Nothing left to hear
I slowly get up as
Soon as the pain
Decrease and walk
Towards the horizon
“Those who live no
Not how luck they
Are” I began to cry
“For they have blood
That tickles their heart
And I have not for now
My heart can’t not beat”
I clutch on to the still
Heart “I am doom to
Walk this earth with
A cold hear yes” I say
“Life is truly sweet”
The city looms
Under me I walk
Towards it whispering
In the wind
“Life is sweet

sweet frenz

FriendshipIf I could catch a rainbowI would do it just for you.And share with you its beautyOn the days you're feeling blue.If I could build a mountainYou could call your very own,A place to find serenity-A place to be alone.If I could take your troubles,I would toss them into the sea.But all these things I'm finding Are impossible for me.I cannot build a mountainOr catch a rainbow fair.But let me be what I know bestA friend that's always there.
My Treasure Box
I hold in my hands
a box of gold,
With a secret inside
that no one else knows.
The box is priceless,
but it's easy to see,
The treasure inside
is far more precious to me.
Today I share
this treasure with thee,
It is the treasure of friendship
You've given to me!

A Forever Friend
Sometimes in life,
you find a special friend.
Someone who changes your life
just by being part of it.
Someone who makes you laugh
until you can't stop.
Someone who makes you believe
that there really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you
that there really is an unlocked door
just waiting for you to open it.
A Friend is a Treasure
A friend is someone we turn to
When our spirits need a lift,
A friend is someone we treasure
For our friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone who fills our life
With beauty, joy, and grace.
And makes the world we live in
A better and happier place.

In thesilenceI hear my lover's heartbeating. . . beating. . . . beating. . .and feel the warmthof love's breath.Closing my eyesI stretch sooooo slowlyand feel love's smile.

I couldsay a thousand wordsbut they would all be senselessI could set free a thousand birdsbut that would just be carelessIf only it could bethat you loved meI would not have to say these thingsI would just use love's wingsto fly so highacross the skyto never ending bliss

started new mission for work.....

unfortunately today i cme to work late for a few minute…..we r not even want to start bcos y??bcos i dun want to start n my whole team of people aso dun want to start….they r waiting for me n they r so clever to wait for me bcos if im nt going to start it first they will not n when my manager question y we didnt start calling i sure they will pointed to me lol….hate or….anyway i think i wouldnt be longer at here cos really dun have the strengh n the heart to work there anymore n i think very soon i aso gone liao…HAHAHAHAHAHA…..this is the first time i frustrated to work here n it make me really tired n fedup liao cos everyone think the work i have is very easy n so happy if i resign my post i no need to be a debt collector anymore lor….HEHEHEHEHEHE..i damn happy bout it……2ndly my working place here causing a lot of problems tat y i feel lots of pressure n it make me frustrated lol….no matter how aso i still like ths place…..GREAT!!!!!!!!!!

new mission for work right nw....

today when the time i go on duty for juz a while,suddenly my manager call all of my dept staff for a meeting.....i was disappointed tat i need to do the same thing still which i hated a lot is (COLLECT BACK DEBT)...i did it quite a few month alrdy but still cnt get back the debt....but today my manager was telling us our company cash collection paid by member is the most important compare wif our sales.....walao...damn hate....he was telling us to make a call to remind all of our member to do payment n chase them day by day.....really fuck....i damn hated cos sure will kena scolding giler by all of the debtor bcos they r nt satisfy wif our club facilities tat y they give up to pay for they monthly subcription...eventually i did tell my manager tat wat is going on n y our collection cme up slow but he tell me tat he tell me tat all is excuses onli ....wtf.....actually i did told them im nt glad to be a debt collector(in cantonese is AH LONG) cos its really make people headache....i much prefer to do marketing n sales work cos it is more interesting bcos got target to hit mah...its better than be a debt collector always chase people do payment n alway kena scold by member lor...hate...

thx all my frenz

since be ur frenz till nw...im much appreciate for ur help n support n i would like to say tat............. .................................. Thank You...........................................................................................
I could write for hours,Use the finest words in Webster's,Fill pages upon pages with verse -Only two words are needed,Two words are everything I want to say:Thank you.Two words, two syllablesSo tiny,In these words I say so many things -You are very special,Holding my hand when the world is too much,Hugging me when I can not bear life:Thank you.I have shown you my heart of hearts,The person inside I am afraid to reveal.Your sweet words and sweet face,Bringing me back from the edge,All I can do is . . .Thank you.