WHAT THE FUCK?

Its been ages i worked in management fields until present,for sure i gt my experiences in this fields but It was really sucks that i had a meeting with my boss just now.....and i just realized that some of the un-educated people who work in sales dept in my company being a backstabber and fooling around me in front of my boss...The most saddest cased was something that i've never done was pointed and blamed,ended up i have no chance to explain why and its seem like my boss are being paranoid and i just walked away.Im tired and sicked for that.Meanwhile,it do really hurts me and i'd lost my confidence to tranforms the company to a systematic company.My god,i don't even know where,when and what am i supposed to transform the company since there is lots of changes and tonnes of rubbish to be cleaned and what am i supposed to be?The most funniest part was even i get everything done also get complaint and ii have never do the things also get complains....Feel it's meaningless and pointless to work so.im died due to some some cruel words that been given...I've enough of all this kind of rubbishes and its wasted my time.I hated to work with part of the un-educated people because it's so hard for me to cooperate and communicate to them eventho i've worked in the company for a year.I hated all the plan was on going but stopped in the middle way which one of the things that has been wasted my time so much.I hated people are having 2faces so called as 2headed snake.I hated being betrayed..i hated and lots more.Let's watch it out how it will be and how you will be.Fucked you up.

It's NOT Mine....It's NOT Mind

After having a self-questioning during my bed time,i was realize that why am i always keep blamings others that caused problems to me?maybe im over react-ing for all the issues and my brain got stucked.Well,everyone are bounced to make mistake,nothing is perfect.I would have change and be more humble,friendly to all.At the end,i would wish the staff who had or are going to leave the company could have success in their new career....GOOD LUCK TO ALL....GONNA TO MISS YOU ALL.....

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It's Mine....It's Mind

Well,i've read back all my previous post and realized that what i've is all about my works,and today im going to write the same things to express my feeling for the moment.I would say fuck,my life is'nt that bad or sucks but it's a little pity.Because i've to plan out and start over all the things again.Everything was going fined all long while but then there was some incident happened and i was forced to make a move.Im panic enough and frustrated as well to fired my staff.Imagine how tough is it for me to do so,though i still carry on and pretend like nothing .After all,a nightmare came over to me again when my boss told me something,i was shocked and not even get myself ready even though it was estimated will happen soon.When the times for me to make a changed for my company in this tough 6months times,i was fall down again and it's even make me feel sad then previous.Im full of strength and confidence to do so but then someone gonna resign from my company and then i need to hire another new one what a sad cased when i 've full plan for the staff.One after another one causing damn fucking headache problems for me.Could anyone please tell me that when all this kind of staff problems will be end?At the end i believed that god will blessed me and want me to gain more experience in this field.

Work Work Work,where is all the joy and fun?

Hell yeah,i got to admitted i've fall down again and feel the pain.It does'nt matter because once we've fall down,we should have know how to climb up again,otherwise we will not and never get to know more lesson and experiences in our life.Get a lesson from the past and start the new one again in future.There is nothing is impossible,don't hope that the miracle will happen because no matter how also you got to put more effort to get or commit what you wish to have in your life.No one will pity you and lend you the things that you want,the sky won't drop anything to you,if yes it's all just a dream.I got this a advice all from my dear all and especially the camp plkn comandan.End up,i've closed up my eyes and thought every advice that had been given.I've to be thankful to those who given me advice and cheer me up because they all help to clean up all the negative things in my mind.So that,i could have more strengh to push up and start up everything new again.I believed that there's a lots of people having the same situation like mine,don't keep on complaint or just simply make a wish to get a thing that you want because it's all won't help you to get the things that you want unless you really do it.A very nice quote to present-Those people are quiet,they are brilliant,those people are talkiative,they most probably just a yes man.

Stress Up

Awww...you all might hear me said im tired tired tired and tired and there's no others things that i complaint.Because i do really expect for more and be more perfect all the times...its all about work work work work and work...i'll always remind and told myself that im not good enough and have to be more better and even perfect all the times,end up it do really make me feel stress and felt that my pair of hands was tighten up,i do really mind those who always abandon or disagree all my plan because if you would never stat and try to do the things how do you know what will happen at the end?i know how to take up the things and also how to put down the things...im just so call to do all the things which was required and requested,i need a well team workers and also a partner to help me cross over the obstacles...hell yeah,i couldnt have more freedom and space like previous...well,i will try my best to work out with all those but not for perfect...

Its All About

Whoots....a momentous week to go....because from now on i got to hard work and train hard for others....beep bla bla bla bla....i wish i could get the outcome and feedback in a month time,if i failed to do so,i would give up everything because its all cause by human error so its useless to pay more effort on it....i got to say im tired and tired and tired again and again and again....my work is'nt easy like what you guys thought...if you could have a chance to sit on my place then you may know how does it looks like....by the way i hate people judge me for nothing when i've not start anythings yet....if you've never try on it,how do you know what will happen at the end?that's me,if you are willing to help me up then just quietly do you own good and please don't be so calculative because you would help me up.....the more effort i put,the more face i given the more harder i push others to do work,the more times i spend to do all those,the more shit i got....so just let see how and i will improve and improve more to act on you guys and fullfill you guys satisfaction.......its all about yours,so when its all about me?